2026-01-19
*1. PREFACE
2. Notebooks Referenced
- Book 0(Journal)
- Book 6(Dec 18-…)
3. Important Event Log
- Zeb A told me to 'shake my braids'
- Ryan B mocked me. Said: 'good quesiton" 3 times. The teacher told him not to be rude. He stopped
- Ben L said hi -> degrading
- Molly S greeted me.
- Areilla S and friends talked. I walked up the stairewell. THey stopped talking when they saw me. They yelled. Ariella held out her hands: 'look at whats on my hands'. There was a fluid? on their hands. They made sexual comments
- I sat alone at lunch and studied Ethics(6)
This is the first lunch where I didnt feel the urge to walk around. I wrote in my journal. This is a good thing. I didnt go to keshet today. I promised Alexia I would go every monday. But:
- Order Primacy: I receive mockery after exiting the club -> degrading -> withdrawal to preserve order.
- Mr. Fox will post homework later1
- Cooper was mocked behind his back. Called 'dog', and degraded by other. I didnt act on the urge to defend.
- Harisson threatened to rape me. I reported this incident
- Harisson asked to be my friend. Tyler and friends(3), asked if i had any friends. Then asked if I had a best friend. I lied and said 'Alexia'. I have no friends, and do not plan to make any.
4. January 19 — Computer Technology P1 SCHOOL TECHNOLOGY
5. January 19 — Tanakh P2 SCHOOL TANAKH
6. January 19 — Science P3 SCHOOL SCIENCE
7. January 19 — Jewish History P4 SCHOOL JEWISHSTUDIES
8. January 19 — English P5 SCHOOL ENGLISH
9. January 19 — Geography P6 SCHOOL GEOGRAPHY
10. January 19 — Phys. Ed P7 SCHOOL GYM
11. Elsewhere
11.1. References
11.2. In my garden
Notes that link to this note (AKA backlinks).
Footnotes:
1
TODO: pp.85-86