2026-02-10
*1. PREFACE
- Was late to school tdy
2. Notebooks Referenced
- Book 0(Journal)
- Book 7(Jan 29-…)
3. Important Event Log
- I will be late today – orthodontist appointment
- Lady said "hi" to me on the street.
- I spent 20 minutes waking around the headsets aisle before I managed to call an assistant . holy social anxiety.
- I arrived at school. Micah and Levi B greeted me -> Denied. Micah yelled my name
- I was sitting alone at lunch and someone greeted me. micah said my name again, and others joined with him. -> Irrittation.
- I walked into my math class. Before sitting down, Alexia B asked me: "Did you make any friends?" I replied: "I uhm… I have you." She laughed and said "We're getting there(x2)" -> Violation. I dont like other people setting my goals for me. I am not trying to get anywhere.
3.1. CRE
Mockery towards me is and has been systemic for a long time. This cannot be easily fixed without sacrificing order. -> withdrawal will increase. I refuse to stand in presence in evil.
I dont like "tolerating" things–I am intolerant. Nothing will enter my fortress. Letting anything from outside inside me is a false-god claim. Ω created this self, and defined it. If something bad happens, I will leave.
4. Journal
Wireless earbuds are pretty disrespectful to me. I feel like me listening to music/anything else should be obvious, so people dont talk to me. I would not want someone to mistakenly talk to me while I cant hear them because my airpods are in. Ignoring them would not sit right, although this act is permissible inside Ethics(6). I really like wireless neckband headsets. Unlike over-ear headphones, they are lighter and dont ruin my hair.
5. February 10 — Tanakh P1 SCHOOL TANAKH
6. February 10 — Rabbinics P2 SCHOOL RABBINICS
7. February 10 — French P3 SCHOOL FRENCH
8. February 10 — Hebrew P4 SCHOOL HEBREW
9. February 10 — Phys. Ed P5 SCHOOL GYM
10. February 10 — Geography P6 SCHOOL GEOGRAPHY
11. February 10 — Math P7 SCHOOL MATH
12. Elsewhere
12.1. References
12.2. In my garden
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