2026-02-04
*1. PREFACE
- Holy fucked day dude wtf
2. Notebooks Referenced
- Book 7(Jan 29-…)
- Book 0(Journal)
3. Important Event Log
- I finished packing my bag. As I left, Hudson blocked me. Ryan B shouted my name. Me: "Do you genuinely have an issue?". Bella B interjected: "You cant say that he actually has mental problems" Ryan B B laughed. I clarified and said "I meant like personal issues with me". He then said "I wasnt even talking to you the fuck? Who was he talking to when he exclaimed my name?
- Cooper: "Earl are you ok?"
- Zack, Ari, … confronted me about how I skipped class. Ari asked what I write in my journal. He asked to see. I refused him. -> Mocking -> Withdrawal.
- Sam K revealed to me that Rowan F told him I draw lewd art in my journal. This is true?. Rowan F was also revealed to be the instigator of my sexual assault rumors(see: 2026-01-21). Ariel K, Jacob, and Brandon heard.
- Ariella S and friends saw me. They said "I you only walk here to see us". Next time you will say hi to us first. Mocking → Withdrawal.
- Her friend shamed me after I "forgot" to say hi
- Molly S(girl who signed my journal) said hi. I flinched and her group laughed.
- Daisy L said hi.
- Alexia promised to sit with me yesterday. She didnt follow through -> withdrawal. She sat with her new friend.
- Mrs. K stole my hug virginity :(. She (read my journal?) and did it. I was saving my first hug for Alexia :(
- Ryan B commented: "Actually I thought you were the one with issues?". I never talked to him before this, but he is in my class? People think I hvave mental problems.
4. February 4 — Computer Technology P1 SCHOOL TECHNOLOGY
5. February 4 — Rabbinics P2 SCHOOL RABBINICS
6. February 4 — Science P3 SCHOOL SCIENCE
7. February 4 — Project Support P4 SCHOOL PSUP
8. February 4 — English P5 SCHOOL ENGLISH
9. February 4 — Jewish History P6 SCHOOL JEWISHSTUDIES
10. February 4 — Hebrew P7 SCHOOL HEBREW
11. Elsewhere
11.1. References
11.2. In my garden
Notes that link to this note (AKA backlinks).