2026-02-09

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[2026-02-09 Mon]

1. PREFACE

  • Ok day.

2. Notebooks Referenced

  • Book 7(Jan 29-…)
  • Book 0(Journal)

3. Important Event Log

  • <2026-02-09 Mon 08:17> Hudson asked "How was billiards" On thursday. (see: 2026-02-05, I lied about going to play pool on my birthday.)
  • <2026-02-09 Mon 09:05> I showed (Ari L, Zack, Cooper C) the hentai I draw in my journal(see: 2026-02-04, Rowan F started a rumor I drew lewd art and created sexual assault rumor.) -> Clearing this rumor by admitting its truth. (Order > everything(reputation)). My reputation was sacrificed to maximise order. I removed ambiguity and collapsed a false narrarative. I helped cooper with his programming assignment. Ari L and Cooper C then complimented my art skills.
  • <2026-02-09 Mon 11:17> Ryan B repeated my name in class -> Ignored. He said my name again at <2026-02-09 Mon 11:30>
  • <2026-02-09 Mon 14:10> Noam knocked on the door. My shit was off. Nobody wanted to let him in the changing room. I rushed to put on my gym uniform and let him in. When I did, he laughed at my sloppy fashion. and told me how to "put on my shirt. ", "youre so clumsy earl"
  • <2026-02-09 Mon 16:00> Mr. Z told us(Me, Noam) to put the sticks back. I tried to put them in properly, and Noam said "no its fine. Earl (pattern 1 name-mockery)." He gave me a mini-lecture about perfectionism.
  • <2026-02-09 Mon 15:10> Matt asked if I was ok. Then he asked if I was having fun.

3.1. CRE

This type of person(Noam) is starting to piss me off. [They] pretend to be nice and pious, while being intrusive with their "help." This is not help, it is dominance and a false-god claim. I am starting to hate these(Matt) people. -> Isolation will increase. [They] are surely taunting me when they ask if I was having fun. They see my fury and belittle me. He is testing my compliance and expecting me to submit. I hate how Mr.Z gives all the other kids high fives and fist bumps but he pats my back. I mean i think if youre helping someone without asking first and saying its for their good, thats structurally equivalent to raping someone and saying its ok because they 'liked it'.

4. February 9 — Computer Technology P1   SCHOOL TECHNOLOGY

<2026-02-09 Mon 08:30>–<2026-02-09 Mon 09:30>

5. February 9 — Tanakh P2   SCHOOL TANAKH

<2026-02-09 Mon 09:30>–<2026-02-09 Mon 10:30>

  • Remember to pickup the outline after class.

5.1. New Notes

6. February 9 — Science P3   SCHOOL SCIENCE

<2026-02-09 Mon 10:40>–<2026-02-09 Mon 11:40>

6.1. New Notes

7. February 9 — Jewish History P4   SCHOOL JEWISHSTUDIES

<2026-02-09 Mon 11:40>–<2026-02-09 Mon 12:40>

8. February 9 — English P5   SCHOOL ENGLISH

<2026-02-09 Mon 13:25>–<2026-02-09 Mon 14:25>

9. February 9 — Geography P6   SCHOOL GEOGRAPHY

<2026-02-09 Mon 14:25>–<2026-02-09 Mon 15:25>

10. February 9 — Phys. Ed P7   SCHOOL GYM

<2026-02-09 Mon 15:30>–<2026-02-09 Mon 16:30>

11. Elsewhere

11.1. References

11.2. In my garden

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