Systemic Coherence

I think I can fix what i noticed in (Systematic Awareness).

Today I felt a strange calm. I realized that the world does not run on my emotions. I was standing in line at school , trying to decide if the person in front of me was annoyed or not. Then I stopped. I told myself that it does not matter. There are rules and systems that move whether I like it or not. I started to write about this on my phone during the bus ride home. I wrote that maybe my ego is not supposed to run everything. Maybe I should not decide meaning based on my personal reactions. Maybe I should let the structure of things speak for itself. I am trying to listen more and judge less. It feels like I am handing over control to something more stable. Not a person. Not a belief. Just a framework.